I'm exhausted... today has been the worst day ever in two year old world--and it's only 4 PM!
I have realized how much I just don't know...
....I don't know how it happens that once a child turns 2, something (whether genetically or hormonally, again I don't know) changes to make them angels one moment and monsters the next.
....I don't know why my child can devour at any moments Macaroni and Cheese or Spaghetti (he absolutely loves them both), but can choose to refuse it, even though he hasn't eaten in 4 hours and I know is hungry.
...I don't know why he when given the choice to listen to mom or dad, he chooses the time-out chair and cries/ screams the whole time he's there.
...I don't know why he gets really frustrated by something (well I do know a little, it's my genetics) will ask for help and then scream when I try to help him.
...I don't know why he can drive me crazy, and get me crying just has much as he does in an afternoon, but I still love him; and would do anything for him.
...and finally I don't know, after days like today, how I'm going to be able to be a mom of 2 (um, too late!). Lately, I've felt like June couldn't be more far away--today June, stay away! (oh, except the sunshine, it can still come)
Sorry, I promise my next post will not be so "Wo is me"!